Nax's

2009-06-16T14:15:00.003+08:00

http://www.loveMz.wordpress.com

Rising FromThe Grave

2009-04-02T22:19:00.002+08:00

A few of OPSS B'Girls
Stay strong girls. Don't fall(apart).

'O' Levels are nearing. School this week in kinda relaxed but I bet after this week I'll be really really packed. Trainings are still on and soon I've no time for myself.

Fourth month into 2009 but I still see supposingly mature students behaving like juveniles. When these people say don't judge a book by it's cover, it reads: ' HEY! I'M A POSER, REALLY.' I've also come across people who're obviously Chinese-speaking but are really trying their best to speak English all the time. Good try but sorry, you suck at it. I'm in a state of shock, bye!

Interested in you no more.

Suckers

2009-03-13T00:12:00.001+08:00

Irritating Infantiles.

I'm too busy working towards a good future.

2009-01-22T16:52:00.002+08:00

Elmo died.
but he said he loves you a lot, misses you badly.

Family affairs

2009-01-17T17:48:00.002+08:00

It's when you feel all horrible, just look what's inside.
Bring a smile to your face. Bring love at a pace.
Because I know, no matter what happens, Daddy and Mummy will always be here for me.
Mummy's my best friend. Daddy's like my gurdian angel.
My sissys are my playmates and listeners.
Xavier is my one and only baby boy that I'll always love and know he'll love me.
My cousins are my happiness, my funtime, my childhood.
My family is love.

I miss you, granny.
I wonder how're you doing up there. I miss how we all would stay over at your house and now, even the house is demolished.
I miss you, granny.

Overdued photos

2009-01-07T22:54:00.034+08:00

I've finally done uploading photos from last year's end-of-year trip to Malaysia.
Enjoy!(:

Back in Singapore

2008-12-29T00:25:00.002+08:00

Yes, I'm back. Photos another day. I've so many things t do since school is starting.
I love all my doodle-heads.

Label: Have a mind of your own, losers.

Explore Singapore: Walk the walk

2008-12-22T23:18:00.025+08:00

Q: Have you really been to all parts of Singapore?

AR and I explored the southern part of Singapore just yesterday and at the end of the day, we were dead beat. Many nice pictures but I couldn't take nightshots without my tripod. We travelled a for a few hours and covered I think more than 5 kilometres.

Photo Caption: Delayed Halloween?

Photo Caption: 'His' cruise

Photo Caption: I love his ultra thick eyebrowns

Photo Caption: Cheh....

Photo Caption: The freaky stairs which I slowly walked down while he hopped down

Photo Caption: I like this!

Photo Caption: The view from up there

Photo Caption: We walked up and down this hill (x2).

Photo Caption: A very fun jungle walk

Photo Caption: Look how excited he got

Photo Caption: After 3 kilometres....

Photo Caption: My 'Calvin Klein' model

Photo Caption: It started t get dark when we reached here

Photo Caption: Some photos to end the day

Disclaimer: No prize for guessing where I went.

The time time I'll blog is either tomorrow or next week.
Tune back for more Explore Singapore and I love you all.

Some people are just...

2008-12-15T23:29:00.002+08:00

...plain stupid.
...plain jealous.
...LOSERS(:

HAHAHHAHHA!
I love you all.

I swear this is hiliarious when i read it.
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The Plane

Where was your flight headed?
North Pole

Why were you going there?
To find Santa

Who was the one running up and down the aisles?
AR/Dhivya/Shahril/Jason

When the plane was going down, who was hysterical?
Dhivya/Shahril

Who was helping put oxygen masks on?
Dhivya/Me. and placing them incorrectly:D

Who was praying?
Jason/Dhivya/Shahril/Nazry?

Who were you sitting with?
AR/Dhivya/Shahril

Who was in the bathroom?
Ivan

Who was making out?
Uh, Shahril himself?

The Island

Who was the first to check out the spot?
Everyone!

Who was still crying from the crash?
Shahril. Fake crying.

Who was running around to help out?
Angeline/Liran/Elva

Who was helping put up a shelter?
Everyone

Who was building a fire?
Ivan/Elva

Who was playing with fire?
AR/Me/Sharil/Dhivya/Ivan

Who was freaking out because they lost all their clothes?
Angeline/Liran/Dhivya/Elva/Sharil

Who was freaking out because they lost all their electronics?
Ivan/Shahril/Liran

Who is trying to write a huge S.O.S. in the sand?
AR/Shahril/Ivan

You're the Leader- Who appointed you?
No one wanted to be, so i became the leader.

What's your first act?
Run around in circles

Split the group into 4 teams, one boy and girl.

Team One:
AR/Dhivya

Team Two:
Angeline/Jason

Team Three:
Liran/Ivan

Team Four:
Elva/Shahril

What team would you send for wood?
Elva/Shahril

What team would you send hunting/fishing/gathering?
AR/Dhivya

What team would be put in charge of scourging the remains of the plane?
Angeline/Jason

What team would run off and make out?
Elva/Shahril? HAHAHAH.

What team would only look for their possessions and blow off the mission?
Elva/Shahril

What team would get chased by hostile aboriginals?
AR/Dhivya

What team would come back empty handed?
AR/Dhivya

What team would come back a few days later with armfuls of gold?
Liran/Ivan

Three Weeks Later

Who was the first to go crazy?
AR/Dhivya/Shahril/Jason

Who starts dating?
Liran/Ivan

Who puts war paint on and wants to fight the aboriginals?
AR/Dhivya

Who tries to swim home?
AR/Shahril

There's a love triangle, who's in it?
AR/Shahril/Ivan. HEHE.

The two contestors fight over the one in the middle. Who dies?
Shahril!

What does the subject of the fight do?
Laugh

Supplies run out, you're hungry! Who do you eat?
Dhivya. I'm on diet.

Alright, two people dead. Who's the most devastated?
Elva/Liran

Who's the first to question your leadership?
Jason

Escape

Who tries to make a raft?
Jason

Who enlists the help of the aboriginals?
Me?

Who comes up with the best idea?
Er........

Who tries to start an uprisal against your leadership?
EVERYONE

How do you respond?
Fart

How do you end up escaping?
Dolphins!

What happens when you get home?
Hug everyone I see.

Home

Whose parents are freaking out?
Mine.

What do the dead kids' parents do?
Cry!

Whose parents adopted another kid?
Ivan's.

Whose parents ran off to Paris?
Ivan's/Elva's/Shahril's

Whose parents got depressed and moved?
None.

Whose parents didn't care?
SHAHRIL'S :P

Whose parents went looking?
Looking for what?
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Sigh, everyone in there is kinda 'not right' in the sense that they are kind of insane so you see many repeted names. The more repetation, the more insane they are. HAHAHA!

Daddy's went off this afternoon. Back in a week ):

My (kind of)photo-flooded promise.

2008-12-13T13:14:00.016+08:00

Note: Fellow senoir Gems, please scroll down till you see big bold words in red.

I guess I've t start off with replying my fellow friends who are nice even t tag before they shun me. Really sorry for the tremendously late reply. Teehee~

Clarice - Hey back girl:)B
Boon - It's really okay and thanks!:D Hope t talk t you soon.
Smita - It's okay darling. I love you still too! I saw you the other day walking Shelty. I think I spelt it right this time. You can always talk t me online right?(:
Shiyun/Crystal - Thanks girls. xoxo.
Rebecca - At that time you tagged me, yes. Now, no. I resigned t enjoy the rest of my holidays. Sorry! Beep me soon.
Yanqi - Er okay? Haha. See you in school next year.
K - Same goes for me K. So, when are we going Amk? HAHAHAHHAHA! Inside joke:D
Shiqi - Doing. Done. Did. haha.
Arroe - Crazy old freak. OLD MAN OLD MAN! Next year have t entertain me during boring lesosns again okay? OKAY! Haha.
Jinwen - Doing. Done. Did. Anyway, how's study and things?

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I miss my bitch, though I've been meeting her. Dhivya Tetek! Come over t my house this coming week t playing tennis with my tv okay? There's pool and all also. Fyi, you better reply me this time like you always don't do. P.S: Is she lesbian!?*shivers* OH SHUCKS, I just remember what you told me a few days ago(or was it ytd?) when I asked you out. Beg Mummy!

Miracle and I are going t meet up soon. Right? Right? Miracle lives just next t me. HAHAHA.
Mystery person. Go figure out yourself. Not many knows him:D And that's a scoring point!

After some friggin' male hairdresser snipped of my fringe when I asked him t trim it, I still look at my old pictures waiting for the day my fringe grow back. tsk. I now boycott having a male hairdresser t put a scissors less than 3 inches close t my hair. But washing is okay really!*winks*
The I go on thinking further back where I had friggin' long hair till like near my waist when I can flick my luxurious hair all around, messing it up and tieing it into high ponytail. But what I didn't like was the volume. I was freakishly thin because back then, layered thin hair was the hot thing. But after lets say a month, i found it wayyyyyyyy too thin and like i baked my hair in the oven due t the boundless blowdrying. And till now I still blowdry my hair. Teehee~
Then comes the lastest fashion, bob cut. My itchy feets then landed myself in the hairdresser's den. I excited blurted out, BOB! And before she snipped it of she went in Chinese, 'Are you sure? It's going to be very short.' Without any hesitation I agreed. DAMN. I should have asked for a long bob instead. Sigh. Months later I finally regretted going t the dresser's and went t pay t get more hair. Sounds chessy, i know. But it didn't last long. I took it out before I came back from overseas. It was damaging the roots of my own hair badly. Damn fakes. I shouldn't have been so cheap. Double sigh.

And now after all the short cuts and all shits. I'm planning t grow back my hair. Period!

In case some of the people with antenna's slower than the other or simply just don't care, I did took up a part-time job at Shokudo Japanese Food Bazzar. It's like Marché, only that Shokudo is Japanese. And I picked up a few Japanese from there too(: Click here for a review and the following photos are taken from that website itself(except the last one).

If I'm not wrong I did mention about the senior softball girls going t Sentosa. It was fun even though it rained as we built 'The Great Wall Of The Senior Gems@Sentosa'. Okay, I came up with that myself but it sounds not bad. We even built something like a river and a few girls ran to and fro the shelter at the sound of thunder and the sight of lighting. Plan on having another outing before the year ends. I'm thinking steamboat! Who's with me!?:D Love you girls. xoxo.

My family and I have been hanging out together quite a lot too. Shopping trips, swimming, lunch, breakfast, dinner, brunch and even playing Wii. I've been going swimming in hope for me to mirculously slim down but it does not seem t b working. Family pictures ahead.

WARNING!: MY FAMILY ISN'T AT ALL, WELL, NORMAL.

Photo caption: Morning dog.

GOOD - BYE!

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1.The person who tag you is...
- Lam Yanqi

2.Your relationship with him/her is...
- Classmates of 2 years/friends

3.Your five impression of him/her...
- Seems like she's paying alot of attention in class
- At times a muddle-head
- Simple-mided
- A good friend/classmate/date(?)
- Chinese-speaking (if it's even counted)

4.The most memorable thing he/she said to you...
- 'Huh?' with that face

5.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you...
- This

6.If he/she is your lover, you will..
- Hold her hand and run all over the flowerbeds.

7.If he/she is your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be...
- I've no plans t judge her

8.If he/she becomes your enemy,you will..
- Scream!

9.If he/she becomes your enemy, the reasons will be..
- many.

10.What is it you want to tell him/her?
- 'Hi!' with a smile

11.Your overall impression of him/her...
- Simple-minded

12.How you think people around you will feel about you...
- Angry, Scared, Sad, Jealoused, Crazy, Emptiness, Dizzy, Sensational. I don't know!

13.The characters you love about yourself...
- Many

14.On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are...
- Vulnerable

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
- Me. Myself. I.

16.For people that care and like you, say something to them...
- Oh hello! xoxo.Graditudes are shown, not spoken.

17.Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:
Ps: Don't blame me! -Maxine
1)Dhivya
2)Arroe
3)Liran
4)Miracle
5)Rae
6)Cassie
7)Angeline
8)Wainee
9)K
10)AR

18.Who is No.6 having relationship with?(Cassie)
- Me.

19. Is No.9 female or male?(K)
- Female

20. If No.7 & No.10 be together , will it be a good thing?(Angeline/AR)
- No. Never.

21.What is No.2 studying?(Arroe)
- Sarfina

22.When was the last time you chat with No.3?(Liran)
- Virtually, just. Face-t-face, days.

23.What kind of music does No.8 like?(Wainee)
- Chinese pop and Christian-based.

24.Does No.1 has siblings?(Dhivya)
- Brothers, a dad and a mom.

25.Will you WOO No.3?(Liran)
- Doing. Done. Did.

26.How about No.7 ?(Angeline)
- Doing. Done. Did.

27. Is No.4 single?(Miracle)
- From what I know, yes.

28.What is the surname of No.5?(Rae)
- Lim

29.What is the hobby ofNo.10?(AR)
- PS2. Mafia. Tv. Turtle-ing

30.Does No.5 and No.9 get along well?(Rae/K)
- Should be

31.Where is No.2 studying at?(Arroe)
- Wherever Sarfina is?

32. Talk something about No.1.(Dhivya)
- This will take a month at most

33.Have you tried developing feeling for No.8?(Wainee)
- Mentor. Senior. Friends. Many

34.Where does No .9 stay?(K)
- Yishun

35.Are you No.1 & No.5 bestfriend?(Dhivya/Rae)
- Yes.I don't know

36.Does No.1 has pets?(Dhiyva)
- Pet bogger

37.Is No.7 The sexiest person in the world?(Angeline)
- With her lips

38.What is No.1o doing now?(Dhivya)
- I bet on it again

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I promise...

2008-12-12T12:16:00.000+08:00

to blog soon. hehehe.

busy working

2008-11-22T11:04:00.003+08:00

Sorry guy. I've been very busy lately and I can't find time to even go on to the net.
I'm currently working at Raffles City(City Hall) now at Shoduko. So yeahhhhhhh... You can see me at the entrance lah. I'm like there almost everyday. It's either I'm doing opening or closing so I don't have much time for myself. When I'm doing opening, I wake up just in time and closing I reach home around like, 12. So yeahhhhhhhhhh.. I need to sleep.
Anyway, I'm doing closing today. Dammit. Come entertain me, somebody.

Wishlist

2008-11-13T18:00:00.002+08:00

I want fucking many things for my birthday. Sit tight.

I want Guitar Hero: World Tour set.
I want Aeropostable pullover(blue)/hoodie(red/green) @ www.beintrigued.blogspot.com (big hint!)
I want Maxine-inspired fashion line.
I want(need rather) a new fucking hot, new designed pink earpiece.
I want caps. Every bright colour. Every fucking new unique design that makes people go WOW!~
I want more and more Tiramisu.
I want a hairstylist who can repair my fucking damage, any-old-how-cut hair.
I want a bright-coloured notebook like hot pink, lime green, bloodshot red. (read laptop)
I want the new canon coolpix(?) camera.
I want new sneakers. Imma sneaker girl.
I want this fucking nice batmat printed ree from topshop.
I want new jeans. Mine's rotting.
I want new fucking cool rubberband. I know, haha.
I want a wallet. Mine's old and dying.
I want a schoolbag for next year. From this particular blogshop. No, i'm selfish!
The list goes on i assure you...

p/s: I quitted modelling.

funny random photos

2008-11-11T14:11:00.009+08:00

Got tagged by Rae again!

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The rules and regulations :
1.Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2.People who get tagged need to write a post of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3.At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tagging back.

1) I don't really like sodas except from coke.
2) I secretly love guys who wear checkered boxers.
3) I'm friggin poor.
4) I'm always stopping people from biting their nails.
5) I love t go shopping at Ikea.
6) I hardly tell anyone my birthday till my party this year, which isn't even on my actual date.
7) I swear you all don't know me at all.
8) I've sensative skin.
9) I've never like t watch pornography, really.
10) Perfectionist, at times.

People who got tagged by me. :
1)Angeline
2) Irina
3) Liran
4) Marcus
5) KahMin
6) Smita
7) Clarlynn
8) Shahril, one way or another
9) Sarfina (Shahril, please inform her)
10) Wainee

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My sis was waiting for her boss t pick her up t work as he was nearby. Therefore, we decided t take pictures with her office's super cool laptop. THIS IS NOT PHOTOSHOPED I SWEAR.

You don't always need t b pretty on the outside.

You don't need t bother about what other's have t say about you.
Have self-confidence! Be yourself!

confused.

2008-11-09T22:21:00.001+08:00

Screw that. Now I don't know if I should hold on or not.
Birthday's coming. Be happy, Princess.

I AM THE BIRTHDAY PRINCESS NEXT WEEK!

2008-11-07T12:19:00.010+08:00

WHAT : MAXINE'S 15 BIRTHDAY BBQ@THE BEACH

WHO : YOURS TRUELY
WHY : CAUSE I'M FRIGGIN' TURNING 15.
WHERE : PASIR RIS PARK AREA 3, PIT 45
WHEN : 14 NOVEMBER 2008
(My actual birthday's on the 16)
HOW : I BOOKED A BBQ PIT AND HAVE MY BIRTHDAY PARTY.
For further enquiries, please text me or tag at the tagboard.
If you're definately coming, please inform me BY MONDAY AFTERNOON. Thanks!:D
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RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
Definately! and many.

2. What if you fall infront of the whole school?
Pause for a moment and laugh my way through.

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
At times, yes. At times, not at all.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Lay it all over my parents's bed and roll all over them! Moolahs~

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
No? We've been besfriends for 3 years and I've never fell for him.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
To be loved is to be blessed but loving someone is you bless someone what? No?

7. List out your 15 favourite songs:
1)A7x's Second Heartbeat
2)A7x's A Little Piece Of Heaven
3)Busted's Everything I Knew
4)Chris Daughtry's What About Now
5)Chris Daughtry's All These Lives
6)Akon ft. Kardinal's Dangerous
7)Fall Out Boy's Forget The Day
8)Fall Out Boy's Thanks For The Memory
9)Lifehouse's Whatever It Takes
10)Matchbook Romance's Promise
11)Matchbook Romance's Tiger Lily
12)No Use For A Name's Let Me Down
13)NoUse For A Name's International You Day
14)No Use For A Name's Truth Hits Everybody
15)No Use For A Name's Biggest Lie
p/s: I ran out of space.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Kidnap her?

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
The fact that my birthday is coming!

10. What makes you angry?
Many.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Not looking forward to my birthday. Cause I'll be 25! It reads O-L-D.

12. Do you hate people that bullys your friends or loved ones?
Depands on what they do, regardless of who they are.

13. What is the most important thing in life?
My family

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Single and rich.

15. What is your favourite colour?
Red, i guess.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Well, not all right? Honestly.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
None. Cause I don't wanna tell that guy in the future that I chosse 'Hey, actually before I like you, I liked someone else too.' Wth, so asscrap. I'll just slap my face.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Forgiven but not forgetten if it's THAT horrible.

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
I LOVE(not like) YOU, MOM/DAD.

20. 5 people I have tagged
1)Angeline
2)Irina
3)Smita
4)Wainee
5)Kahmin

happy halloween and I love Mom.

2008-10-31T22:50:00.005+08:00

It's Halloween! It's Halloween! And I don't really care.
Some pictures of me to scare the shit out of you during Halloween. My Halloween costume? Myself! Actually Rae and I planned on being big smelly feet with rotting toenails and chipped nail with her being lefty and I being righty or some sort, but no. Before I continue, here's my specially taken photos for Halloween just for you!
P/S: I deliberately painted my nails just for this and now I look like some freak. haha.

Went out in the afternoon to meet my Sunshine Carebear/Tortise/Sotong/Slowest Poke and it never ends. Had lunch and we watched 'Little Man' from my player at the same time. I had a greattttttt time, it's a secret why. I can tell carebear anything and everything I want to.
And I swear, I love my Mom hardcore. And thatI have the best family anyone can ever get.

Photo Caption: Mom's pretty.

Photo Caption: Mom and I in Vietnam.

Photo Caption: Family in Vietnam, Take 1.

Photo Caption: Family in Vietnam, Take 2.

I found Rae.

Now where's that Dhivya?

eye issue

2008-10-31T02:05:00.001+08:00

I swear my eyes are popping out and I'm damn scared.
Help.

two-faced.

2008-10-28T16:23:00.002+08:00

With the world changing so rapidly, there are so many two-faced bitches and he-bitches.
So much for the need to be nice and forgiving. Asswipers.
I just needed t rant.
Note: Angry people are guilty! HAHA.

I love carebear.
I love Rae.
I love Dhivya, although she's a bitch but she's my bitch.

2008-10-26T17:31:00.002+08:00

I'll treat you like mine.

Sorry for being away for since Thursday. I've been rather lazy to blog and I'm going to be more occupied for the rest of my holidays. I have also been going down to Bukit Batok/Marsiling for Mdling and will be there tomorrow morning again. Like, it's damn tiring I swear. Extra classes will be starting on Tuesday and I need to get my holiday homework done, buck up on my studies, attend practices till the big event on 13th November, find myself a tutor, exercise more, attend training after 17th November, work and catch up with my friends. I miss going out with Gems and Dhivya and everyone else.

Sigh, mdling at Marsiling then interview tomorrow. But I've got carebear!
P/S: MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!

2008-10-23T23:04:00.000+08:00

i don't look forward t anything now.
i so wanna just wither and die this instant.

Team, I dare not use.

2008-10-21T19:40:00.003+08:00

I don't wanna lie. I don't feel like we're a team anymore.
My passion for softball is decreasing time after time and I might just not turn up one day.
I don't wanna lie. I like us better before.
Our fun, laughter and presence just died down.
We all are sure within what we feel about each other. Don't deny.
I don't understand why you people have t bear grudges against one another really.
I don't understand why we have t let time eat us.
I'll just let time decide. I'll just let them decide.

2008-10-20T20:22:00.001+08:00

I've lost my sunshine. Bye.

tons of photos

2008-10-18T12:08:00.010+08:00

What About Now? - Chris Daughtry

I so need to have fun since the holidays are here.
I still have outings with tons of people to go tons of places and dance till we drop, search for places that are still not found. I need to enjoy before I take my friggin' O'levels next year. I need to sneak out at midnight and go have fun. I need to tell the world 'I love you'. I need to starting working my ass of for cold hard cash to pamper myself. I need to go to reggaeeeeee with Irina. I've so many things to do and so little time. I need to make more new and un friends. Damn, I'm so materialistic.
P.S: I just called my Dad old bean for no reason.

Anyway, here are some long overdue photos.
1) Randomly taking photos with Michelle.

caption: meet hairy

2) Mabel's 22nd Birthday on the 16 of October.

caption: she pinched me. that explains the face.

3) Sentosa with Ivan and Valene(like after so long)

caption: sunshine boy

caption: crazy woman in the watercaption: we call himcaption: we call her caption: they call me caption: they call us

caption: godsisters for real(as in her dad is my godfather)

caption: sexy is back.

caption: siblingsxzxz

Good luck to my sister Myrna, friends and strangers who are having their O'levels next week. All the best folks!
P.S.S: I need ideas for what to plan for my birthday. Anyone?

hong kong trip and surprises

2008-10-16T16:10:00.003+08:00

capturing scenes of happiness

I'm going to Hong Kong with my friends in November and I'm so excited.

I got kind of a shock during then end part of(in case I got misinterpreted) training ytd, really. tsk tsk tsk. Totally something unexpected and I might just have died, not. Played Uno, talked about results and about jumping down from the building hand-in-hand if we do not get promoted. Also a part about which building to jump from and definatey not Jeckie's house because you'll have alot of cuts and bruises and your body will be ugly when you die. Like we have to die presentably? HAHA. I have to be honest, I kinda missed training but I really do not have time to turn up for trainings. Met AsyrafRizal for dinner and he went hyper after dinner reason being he was full therefore he was hyper. He's super adorableee and it was so nice of him to come down from the East side to have dinner with me.

I got stuck on Sudoku for the whole week since.
and Cassie don't wanna sleep with me at Hong Kong! ):

Singapore O.K? and birthday

2008-10-14T19:47:00.005+08:00

Call me a bitch and I swear I'll show you one.

Went for something at Tampines on Monday with Clarlynn then lunch at Pizza Hut, Tampines Mall. I convinced her to eat Pizza Hut. The service there was sort of bad I dare say. We had to wait for about 15 minutes to take our order and we could hardly hear what the waitress that took our order was mumbling about. Our soups came right after our orders were taken. I know now you must be thinking like, what the hell is this girl's problem but you'll know why later on. Anyway, our drink them came like around 20 minutes later and one of the drink was of the wrong specification. This is not relavant to the service: My ice lemon tea came with a jug. The ice lemon tea was the brewed one and two sliced of lemon was added to it. I asked Clarlynn to taste what's inside the jug, if it's plain water or something else. She took a big mouth and it turns out to be something sweet like glucose. It made the lemon tea taste super nice, really. Back to my point, soup later come again and the waiter's atittude was like bad? And one order didn't came and the food wasn't really that marvellous. I've more to say but I'm really lazy cause I'm on the phone.

Met Asyraf(not from pjfc) and went to meet his friend, Hafiz(?) and his girlfriend and friends. Hafiz was the birthday boy and they were using cream as facial mask. New trend you know!(:

blades, shades. fallen, forgotten.

2008-10-12T22:05:00.003+08:00

I'm falling, I'm falling. I've fallen.
i hate what you're putting me through. what you've done t me now.

Beeped girlfriend early in the morning and that bitch took damn long t reply me. Bet she was still deep in her sleep. Anyway, went over to Dhivya's place today to roller blade and cycle. I don't wanna recall this very incident that left my like, fuck. Tsk! Till now, that incident and everything that happened before related t it is friggin' solid stuck on my friggin' mind. I should really stop ranting or it'll never stop. Met Shahril near his place t watch soccer ,watch Dhivya try t blade but failed and people watch. I think roller bladers need to apply for free licence before they start blading around. In case people like me roll down the goddamn slopes with no damn railing like some mad woman gripping on to every part of Dhivya. Dang, I really do talk a lot. I miss girlfriend already.

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arif says:
Wraży est un ancien footballeur polonais né le 10 octobre 1943 à Lwów (Ukraine).
arif says:
wrazy is an ancient footballer born on 10 ocober 1943
Like A Rose, says:
you read that language?!
Like A Rose, says:
WHAT ARE YOU EXACTLY?!
arif says:
im just guessing
arif says:
i cannot tell you
arif says:
but i am able to read 171 languages and read people's minds
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Like A Rose, says:
SPILLLLLLLLLLLLLL
Like A Rose, says:
or i'll drown you like how i drown the fish
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I need to contemplate more. I've not been in a appropriate mood since. Goodnight.
P.S: Goodnights are easier than Goodbyes.

another incident. i love D.J.

2008-10-11T22:34:00.007+08:00

I love my Bff Dhivya.J forever and ever and ever and ever and... you know what I mean. She called me around 12.15AM as I was leaving the house t telling me that there was no train service (was suppose t meet me at this certain platform) because someone plunged to his/her death or something at Yishun MRT. And that she saw a white sheet covering something (prolly the body) being carried into an ambulance. Freaked out. And I saw the Civil Defence and the police at the platform. Note to self: Not all police are very nice. Any litte way, we were friggin' excited because abcdefghits a secret. And I love Orchard the most, so does Dhivya J. And I swear(yes, again. sorry) I shopped till I dropped. I need a rich boyfriend, right Rizal? Haha. And this super nice adult was joking with us while we're resting our tired legs.

Conclusion: TODAY WAS PLAIN AWESOME.

And just like that you're gone, without a word.

why

2008-10-11T03:06:00.004+08:00

he-bitch. i don't wanna know.
'At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce'

I swear I'll never eat at Sushi -Tei again. I swear the food wasn't fresh and it totally sucked. I swear I wanted t write a feedback but there was no feedback forum. I swear when they waiters/waiteresses said 'see you again', I replied them with at 'no thanks.'

That day was not as fun anyway. My manicure got ruined, I couldn't find what I want, my legs friggin' hurts and i got pissed off. I was sick in the night at 39 degrees. I could just have cooked egg on myself. I wished I could have just died.

Dhivya Jasmine is sick but she still wanna go drown in the swimming pool.
Audrey SnowWhite is sick but she's still over at Dhiv's t talk on the phone.
Take care girls.{love}
Rae's missing. Idk where on Earth she've gone to. Beep me!
I have to meet Smita soon. I know you're down my girl, sixth sense.
I did crossword puzzle and came across a word.

I didn't realise the time. It's late, I've to go. I need to go calm myself down.
My mind's swirling. My stomach hurts badly.

Eco-friend and the last day!

2008-10-08T22:22:00.008+08:00

Pass on the Message.

I thought we're suppose to save the Earth by recycling but I was asked to dispose my ankle socks which was still in a good condition. Hello, have you heard of global warming? Greenhouse effect? Tsk. Fancy them being civil servants who don't actually set a good example for growing up teenage kids who get influenced easily. What message are they actually conveying to the students from their action? This is not the only issue.

Disclaimer: This only refers to certain people who are guilty.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TIFFANY WONG YING.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO {*}.

Tomorrow is an excellent day for celebrations.
Hello party dress. Hello D80x. Hello Microphones. Hello town. Hello Sun. Goodbye school.

Anyway, lets play pictionary with a twist.

Guess a person. (Photo caption: Lemurs)

No prize for the correct guess though. And please DO NOT put the person's name down on the tagboard because it may cause misunderstandings, to some retarded brainless childish people thats it. Haha okay, I swear I was kidding about the last half of my last sentance.

P/S: My Mum is nagging at me right beside me as I'm typing this. Tsk! Go away
P/S x2: Where's irzaqqqqqqqqqqqqqq? I wanna abort this child already lah. HAHA.

RAE IS AVOIDING ME.
AND SHE WANTS CREDIT FOR THIS POST. haha.

mission failure and footprints

2008-10-07T17:57:00.005+08:00

'I promise you I'm always there.
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair, I'll carry you.
When you need a friend, you'll find my footprints in the sand.'

I slept early the previous night planning for a usual routine. Mum started to nag at me to have my dinner. And at friggin' 3A.M she was nagging at me to go study and everything.
I know you care, but please don't go overboard.

And I think I can make it through History and the first Accounts paper. And belo accompanied me on my 'mission' today. And it's a total failure with and exclaimation mark. We were talking about people with improportionate body. eg. people with a huge waist but small busts. Tsk! Turn off. And we encountered a large number of weird people today, I swear. I have so much things to say to so many people, but I just don't have what it takes.

Please, don't make me fall in love with you. Please.

2008-10-07T03:19:00.002+08:00

Maybe this is how I say I'm over you.

Max: " He is fucking ugly!"

Rae: " Yeah like Lemur hahahaha"

Max: " I show you the picture he's super ugly!!!!"

Rae: "HAHAHAHAHA yeah what's up with this picture?"

Max: " I don't know but he's super uglyyyyyyyyyyyy!"

Rae: "You said that like 6735462997490374 times already!"

Max: "Point 5?"

So much just to get to the point: He's Ugly.
-

I think Rae and I are turning into night people. Usual 2.30A.M routine, tsk!
I dont like you, Mum.

Goldfishes and Rae early in the morning

2008-10-06T03:53:00.003+08:00

"Speaking about a goldfish memory, here's one."

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Rae: HAHA. you crazy ah?! Bathe now. I'm blogging. Shit.
Me: You then crazy!
Rae: Why! ):
Me: Idk.
Rae: Why?! Haha. Walao, you don't know why then you say I crazy.
Me: Haha. Cause It's 3.30am and maybe I should too.
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Rae called me up at 2.30am then 3a.m again to study. And yet we're wasting our time blogging when we're supposed to be studying for our paper later. I pratically wasted my weekend cause I was fully booked for a family event on Saturday and I wasted my time yesterday(Sunday). Sigh, I can't manage my time. Rae and I are connected in the morning somehow? HAHA. We're both watching MTV, both having diarrhoea, and both switched on all the lights.

He said he'll accompany me tonight. But I don't see the point in replying him.

i am bored and sleepy

2008-10-04T16:46:00.003+08:00

Hello Yellows.

I'm at Somerset and I need to stop talking to myself, really.

Rae and I have a misson to accomplish! Ciao.

[edit]
One way or another, I've got a 'second heartbeat': a baby boy named Zaq. Irzaq claims to be Zaq's Popsie but he has yet to proposed to me cause I didn't accept his cheapo texting prososal. I'm not greedy, I just want a 9-carat diamond ring. I'm a mother soon-to-be, means I can have multiple moodswings and not get blamed for it. I love b-Zaq!

to catch the last train home

2008-10-03T18:32:00.006+08:00

Like a rose, elegant but dangerous.
and i swear I'm fucking happy now.

I fucking woke up at 2.30am to study for my Social Studies. Thanks to the one who wears pink hearts granny undies and * who call me and 2.27am and 2.30am respectively. And for the Social Studies test, I just wrote down everything I could remember and hope the marker pities me or something. Tsk! I think too much. Anyway, I was going crazy after the first paper and I think I'll just die on the second. Then d-syg(inserts heart) came over to my place and we did some *ahem* stuffs and no, not what you think. But Rae, knows! haha.

I'm so happy today. I did some catching up with Smita, my primary school bestie and Irina, my girlie! I miss them superrrrrrr much. We've so much catching up to do. And to think earlier on that I was empty and really down. I swear I'm gonna spend my time with all my girlfriends this upcoming holiday and catch up with a longggg list of people. Fancy thinking about holiday when my papers are not even over. Tsk!
P/s: Irzaq is one funnaye dude!

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS!

d-syg's photoshoot.

for the better

2008-09-30T19:11:00.004+08:00

I really don't know what got over me when I saw you. Argh, tell me this is not happening.
sometimes you just feel the need to shoot things out of your head.

Let me tell you badminton is like the most enjoyable thing now. I had so much fun playing with Wanting, Shiqi and Shiyun. Happy friends! I played till my face turned red and my whole head was wet with perspiration but I enjoyed, really. And I really like these few days, cause I 'so called' pay back times with my friends that I've neglected. I texted them all(almost) and I love everyone of them, I swear.

And was supposed t meet Tiffany but she was slightly late. Thus Dhivya and I went t scare my Dad when we saw him. She loves my Dad, i think. haha. Later Tiffany left and Audrey joined us in Dhivya's and my usual routine. I love Dhivya, im serious.

Thank you Michael Boonnnnnnnnnnnnn!

P/s: I won't wait for you. I don't need you. I won't miss you. Bye. Leave, please.

[edit]
PSSSSSSSS! LET ME TELL YOU A SECRET.
I KNOW A BIG SECRET. MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!

stickynote v.s superglue

2008-09-29T21:58:00.004+08:00

for a better ending,

I was in school today, and I started writting my own lyrics. (P/s: Above is the title for my song) Will type out/record when I have the time t do so. Got t start concentrating on my final year examinations again after I lost my momentum. Tsk! Thanks to 'devil'.

Anyway, about Superglue and Stickynote. I would just like t share something with you that I've heard. It's really really inspiring, to me.

If I was a Stickynote:
When I am stick on to someone, I can be removed and toss aside or thrown away easily. I will leave no memory of me, not even the slightest bit. I would just be crushed and thrown in the bin, gone forever. I would be forever forgotten leaving no impression, no memory.

If I was a Superglue:
When I am stick on to someone, I can be remove and toss aside or thrown away easily. But part of the person's skin will be torn out, and that scar will be the memory of me. I'll leave that person suffering at first, then my memory forever. I would be forever in that person's mind.

Should I be a Stickynote or a Superglue? Help people, the tagboard is for use. Thanks.

I have many many secret wish. Help.

[edit]
I post that question to some friends and those that replied answered Superglue(except sss).
Thanks yyy, zzz, Tiffany, Angeline, Jianhui, Miracle, Aidil and Sss for saying Sticknote. Thak you guys, love you so goddamn much. All of you will forever be my superglue. xoxo

'You are the superglue to me, never a stickynote.'

happy friends

2008-09-28T01:33:00.005+08:00

If you ask me if I've loved you, I'll lie.

I was feeling super down today, thus I decided to go out for some night fun. I initally wanted t go wild but the atmosphere wasn't there. But the BMWs and Ferraris are fucking hot. And I love my happy friends for being there, although they didn't know that. Tsk! I seriously wished it was you that was with me. Pfft, get over it Maxine. He's long gone.

Bye.

2008-09-27T12:15:00.001+08:00

i need to scream.

insane

2008-09-26T21:15:00.004+08:00

As I gently blow the dandelions, that's how I let you go.

I'll smile and wave goodbye, and let the wind blow.

[edit]
I'm so proud of myself, and so many people are proud of me. I hope I made the right move.

Note: I FUCKING KNOW HOW T DO MY CHINESE PAPER

By the way, the back seat is cool: 1)I met a new friend, Jamie. 2)I slept in my hoodie with no one disturbing me. 3)I could see everybody. 4)I've more inspiration. 5) It's just cool.

One Month, Two Days and I Miss You.

2008-09-25T15:59:00.002+08:00

I'm eating Cadbury chocolate because those are your favourite.
And secretly because I miss you.
Do what will make you happy. Your call.
All I'll do will be to miss you.

Honestly, why do I even bother? You won't read this.
I love you.

2008-09-21T02:07:00.001+08:00

this is just practice